I can almost feel the sun hitting me. It's depressing- I want something real and concrete. Right now everything's kind of up in the air- Postponed travel plans are the real kicker. I had to "borrow" $500 from my travel fund. I had almost saved up $3,000. $3,000 would be my flight, plus back up money for a ticket home from wherever. I'm going to pay it back for myself... Losing that money made it feel like it won't actually happen, and I'm quite sad about that. Everything I do right now, I do so I can travel; I went back to school so I could do exchanges and study programs. Also, student rates! HELLO SAVINGS!
It all seems so unnatainnable though, like the carrot fish on a treadmill.